Silent Princess

Breaking the Silence

A Fall and A Reflection

Posted By on April 23, 2011

Last night, my baby had a fall and her left eye got swollen and it made me really worried.  Until now, it really worries me.  I couldn’t sleep and I cried last night. I am worried about the pain she felt because of that fall and the lasting damage it might cause her.  I felt that it was my fault that it happened.  It is really a nature of us moms to worry a lot even  in the most minor accidents our children go through.

I then remember a scene from the “Passion of Christ” movie when Virgin Mary saw Jesus fell with the cross and she had a flash back of running and picking up young Jesus fallen on the ground.  I really cried hard on that scene.  I couldn’t imagine how hard it was for Virgin Mary seeing Jesus her son in going through with all those sufferings and in dying on the cross and even how hard it was for our Father God to sacrifice His only son for us all sinners but because He loves us so much He did that to save us. “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16)”

I am not worthy of God’s love because I am a sinner just like anybody else in this world but I know that God loves me so and so I accepted His gift of salvation.  I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior.  I know I still have to live a life that is pleasing to Him.  I made a lot of mistakes and I ask for His forgiveness and I pray that soon I will be the person that He wants me to be.   I thank Him for His Love, His gift of Salvation and I thank God for the good result of my baby’s check-up and X-ray :) .



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